Blur, lost world

Some how; I cannot SEE this world clearly. I cannot understand, cannot see, cannot feel a lot of things. I don’t know how to explain. Can I say: “LIFE IS MEANINGLESS”? Though I am happy I had settled some problems, Ah Dear won lucky draw during his annual Dinner & Dance and played mahjong throughout the weekends. Some how; there are still many doubts in my mind. I don’t wanna tell anyone (even Ah Dear) about my feelings yet I felt uncomfortable. Well… Maybe, I am too naïve.I don’t wanna voice out, it’s not that I am scare; I don’t want to make the situation worst. I swallow!!!! Can I say: “THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR”? Please la, all of us have mothers, please show respect. No point talking behind and giving unnecessary comments when you don’t even know a single thing. Don’t look down, don’t think yourself too high up. Hey dude, this world is round! Appreciate what’s around you now. Love ones, friends, once and a life time. Fate brings us together to be friends.

Surprise Birthday for Jo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY " Jo "










Me & Jo










Valenz & Jo










Amanda & Jo









Madeline & Jo

OH MY GOD! ! Where's Wendy??? Hahaha

Hehe~ Happy right Jo....? Surprise?

Don't need to hide la~
SEE! I still manage to capture! WAHAHA
Celebrating & having fun. Lala..

Well... End of celebration~

CAKE to be send back to Bengawan Solo! Haha!

Gifts~ Thanks

~ To us (Mickey Mouse couple cup)











~ To me (Hello Kitty Plaster)










~ To Zijie (Red Boxer)








Thanks Puikia for your gift

19 June - Moody Day

I did badly for my ES test yesterday. I score 23/30. It’s a hard paper though. Having my QS test tomorrow & yet I cannot understand some of the topics. What the hell! It’s so fucking stressful to work & study at the same time. I am getting so tired; how I wish I can take a break for like 1 month~
Ah Dear’s having training almost everyday this few weeks & he seems tired too. He got to wake up at 7am & training will start only around 8+9pm & ends at 11pm. He will reach home about 12am+. We hardly had time for each other this week thus I am having tests. I think I will try to accompany him more next week.
Our 6th year anniversary is getting near: 23/06/2008 (Monday), I think he has got training.. HOW are we going to celebrate?

I will wait patiently

I am so Happy. Ah dear is buying me a proposal RING! He asked his dad to check on the price for a 0.3 carat diamond. “0.3 carat is want I asked for”. See..I am not greedy! “You’re lucky man; I din ask for 1 carat hor.. Ah dear” HaHA~ His dad has his own business (Handling all services for jewellery). We believe asking him to buy materials & design a ring for me would be cheaper, compare to outside. So our wedding band would be make by him also J After checking, he dad told him that he had a good grade 0.4 carat diamond on hand now and asked if he is willing to accept it at $2100 (just the diamond only). Diamond + material = $2400. Compare to outside, it’s definitely cheaper a lot a lot I guess…. He din charge us the cost for services. HeeHee.. Ah Dear agreed immediately. I am so anxious but I still got to wait for a few more months for it to be done. This is what I wanted for all these years; I will wait patiently for it.

Finally removed

Finally, I went back to NDC to remove my stitches today. It's the handsome dentist again.. He is so caring*faint*, so handsome, so gentle, so gentleman, so chaming, so "lady killer" ......... BUT my cute, tiny, funny, weird, alien Baobei is the BEST (100%). "Er xin"? "Thats call... erm.. LOVING.."If that handsome Dentist operates his own clinic, i sure visit him once per month. Supporting hor? LOL. Got this thingy from him today:

Wisdom Tooth Surgery

This is my 1st wisdom tooth.

I went SGH (National Dental centre) for a wisdom tooth surgey at 2pm.

It's a scary experience to go though.

Firstly, the handsome dentist checked on my medical history. He told me that normal people had only 1-2% BUT for my case i had 23% on getting numbness on my tongue and lower gums for the rest of my life. It was due to the deep tooth i had which is very near to my main root. I am aware of it, so i signed the letter. He is handsome, cool, tall & a joker too. He is friendly towards his staffs also. Hmm.. But my Alien Deardear is still the best. *lalala*

I was sent into the day surgery room, followed by him. He came in and did 4 injections into my gums. He was good at comforting people, that made me really follow his steps and felt not so nervous and painful. After 4 injections, my lower lips, half of my mouth felt numb. To ensure that i am alright, the handsome dentist asked me gently: Recruiter Shirley, can i know what's your company's name? Immediately i shouted: Job Channel International Pte Ltd. The nurses and him all laugh.. -_-" The dentist then said: This girl ar.. then kept laughing.

He went out.. The nurses start covering me up. I told them i felt very cold & i am shivering hard. They past me a hot water bottle for me to hold and covered 2 blankets on me. Maybe i am too nervous. Then after resting for 10 mins..i heard his foot steps!! I knew it's starting soon, i began to shiver hard again. My body got tense up and i kept telling myself, it will be over soon.
It's really him as i heard him telling me: Wow, Shirley! You are so stylish, you have got Gold nails.. (which i painted my nails super gold 2 days b4).Then i laugh.Maybe he is trying to relax me. He then told me: We are STARTING!

Cutting, pushing, pulling and DRILLING ....Oh my GOD~ He kept talking to me, comfort me by saying"You did well, don't worry i saw your main root. I am going to remove your tooth now". Ah dear was waiting for me outside; it gave me great encouragement. Everything was done by 1 hour plus. Thanks god. I am OUT at 3.45pm~ The Senior nurse brief me on the medication etc. She return me my tooth and asked me to kept it as a souvenir hahaha..

Now... I wish to recover fast!!! I am on 5 days mc and will be back to work on Monday~

God will bless me.....

Belated present

Thanks baba & Yuyu for the present. Though its belated present ; it's still the heart that counts!

Thank you, Sis...

Nokia N81

Thanks Ah Dear for buying me a new phone

Exam Results

I am very happy! I managed to pass my Cert in Business Administration

Business communication & English : Grade B
Business economic : Grade C
Element of marketing : Grade D
Fundamentals of Accounting : Grade A
Element of human resource management: Grade B

Angela Zhang's Concert @ Expo

1st June 2008

Special Guest - Fan Wei Qi

Special Guest - Fan Wei Qi & Guo Jing

BYE~